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  • Jan. 1st, 2025 at 4:18 PM
smile tommy


 
Hey guys! Welcome to my journal. Under the cut are a few things I think you should know about me. Hope you enjoy!

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oh @latinjesus.....

  • Dec. 15th, 2009 at 1:39 PM
ama adam
I usually shy away from time travel fics because more often than not they end up badly, but I decided to read this one today because I was bored. And putting off studying for finals. Whatever.

Anyway, it's called Melt Into Time by [info]butterfly , and it's just gorgeous. I was especially moved when I read this part:

"Baby?" Adam sounded happy, still half-caught in sleep. It was a familiar sound that hit Kris's heart in just the right way and he smiled down helplessly at Adam, momentarily overcome. Adam tugged him back and Kris went willingly. "Oh, baby, you came back? Missed you so much." Adam's mouth was on his and Kris had to strain to hear the next words, his heart starting to pound uncomfortably. "Honey, promise you'll never leave again, 'kay? It's not home when you're not here." One last kiss and Adam slipped back into sleep.


Basically what's happening is Kris is in Adam's bed, and Adam is still half asleep, and thinks it's Brad instead of Kris. That killed me. I usually never think a lot about how much Adam and Brad loved each other, but these past few days, I've started to realize just deep their love was. And reading that made me think about how sad Adam had to have been after they broke up, and then I started crying, and it just was not good.

So yeah. GO READ IT. It's gorgeous, guys.
Now Imma go attempt to study for my finals. Ha. Like that's ever gonna happen.....

I'm nuts, I know.

  • Dec. 14th, 2009 at 12:16 PM
smile tommy
So I have no idea why, but I've been pondering all morning what would happen if Adam and Jared dated. What would happen? Who would top? Most importantly ,which is bigger, the Padacock or the Glambulge???

So I've created this useful little poll to see what you guys think.

Poll #1498883
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Which is bigger?

View Answers

The Padacock
5 (71.4%)

The Glambulge
1 (14.3%)

Ticky!
3 (42.9%)

I have no idea what you're talking about
0 (0.0%)

TICKY TICKY TICKY
4 (57.1%)



I really should be studying for finals. But this is more fun.

hope they don't see through my smile

  • Dec. 13th, 2009 at 7:38 PM
smile tommy

Kris Allen was in Philly today, and I wish I could have been there. Nothing overly exciting happened, it was just a nice concert, but guys, he'll probably never come to Pittsburgh. Of course, if he ever does it'll be when I'm out of college and not a half hour away. FML. But the concert was nice: Kris sang a beautiful Is It Over, which is my favorite song off of the whole album (I think that if I ever do go to see him in concert and he plays it, I will dissolve into a whimpering, sobbing mess because it is just that pretty. I knew it was the best song on the album when we got those 30 second clips. It's just magical) and Cale wore leather and looked really good looking for once, and afterwards they were sweet with the fans and Cale was a darling. *sighs* Someday I will go to one of his concerts and meet him. I will.

Adam is down in Florida hosting Jingle Ball. I feel like I'll never get to see him, either. I also feel like seeing him in concert would be a completley different experience that seeing Kris. Don't get me wrong, I love them both so much, but Adam and his music are so crazy and out there and amazing, and Adam himself is on a whole other lever than Kris is. Plus I would probably throw my underwear and bra up on stage and scream crazy things in the middle songs and act like a Glambert. Do not want that.

He looked pretty fierce last night, though. He wore this really adorable hat that I kind of had a little trouble getting used to, but now that I've seen pics, I've come to embrace it, especially with the jacket and shirt that he has going on.

Adam also sang a little bit of WWFM acapella, and let me tell you, it is gorgeous. I think it may even be mroe gorgeous acapella than with the drums and guitars (TOMMY!) and all that junk. It was just his voice and nothing else, and it was just pure beauty.

Other than that, not much has been happening. Finals start this week, and there are really only two of them that I'm really worried about. I don't have any until Wednesday, and I'm going home probably around noon on Friday for Christmas break - which is a week shorter than last year (diaf Geneva), but I just want to go home. This semester has been a really hard one for me, and i just hope that I don't do too bad with my grades this semester and that next semester things will be better. I'm taking more Writing major-esque classes after deciding that even though I like reading historical fiction and all the adventures and people that happen in them, I don't actually want to major in History. I still love it, but as much fun as spending vacations in Europe and hours in libraries, looking over old documents sounds, I can't do it.

I know many of you on my f-list are either in the middle of finals or have them coming up, so I wish you guys luck on them! Don't get too stressed out, study hard, and make me proud! I know you guys can do it :)

PS: It was brought to my attention today that AI S9 starts in 30 days. I'm so nervous. This will be the first season that I've ever watched and payed attention to, and I don't know what to expect. I have no real clue how you guys have payed attention to various seasons and picked favorites and all that, because the whole thing seems so stressful and heart-wrenching to me. I mean, I watch the S8 finale sometimes just to re-live the moment, and even though I know that Kris is going to win, I still get heart palpitations. IDEK, guys, I'm going to be a mess these next five months, I know it.

And happy Hanukkah to all my Jewish friends! <3

speechless. absolutley speechless.

  • Dec. 12th, 2009 at 12:28 AM
smile tommy

OH MY GOD GUYS. JUST OH MY GOD. THIS IS THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.

year in review meme <3

  • Dec. 11th, 2009 at 12:40 AM
smile tommy
THERE HE GOES, MY BABY WALKS SO SLOW....
Sorry. I think starting this thing off with a little Adam Lambert is appropriate, right?

January: I have laptop!

February: Does anyone know if the song Gerry is singing in the pub is an actual song in PS I Love You?

March: HAPPY 31ST JENSEN!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA BABE!!!!

April: Is it bad that I spend all my free time:
a) on my Big Bang
b) research for school
and c) thinking up funny Facebook statuses?

May: Life since last Thursday

June: I stared my job today after coming down to my aunt's yesterday, and can I just say that I LOVE the corporate world?

July: So, noone on my f-list knows who Ben Jelen is, and I'm hoping someone out here does.

August: My latest Facebook status

September: BLLLLOLLLLLLU. (lolol. Now we get into the AI fandom. Nice.)

October: ---> Art Does Not Excuse Rape. Sign the petition.

November: So, I'm sick.

December: So I kind of have this huge crush on Adam's bass guitarist. (AHAHA that's funny, because I'm pretty sure that this crush has gotten even bigger since then. OH TOMMY.)

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this is what my life has become.

  • Dec. 10th, 2009 at 10:54 PM
smile tommy
Today, I skipped past perfectly beautiful, lovely, wonderful, amazingly written Kradam to find some Lambliff fic.
This ship has so taken over my life, because right now? Lambliff>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Kradam so much.

being muzzled sucks

  • Dec. 2nd, 2009 at 11:53 PM
smile tommy
So I kind of have this huge crush on Adam's bass guitarist.
It's pretty big, actually. Like, every time he tweets, I flirt with him. And even when he doesn't tweet I flirt with him.
HE'S FUCKING ADORABLE, OK?

But tonight I was trending #AdamBringsChange on Twitter AND WAS SUDDENLY MUZZLED so of course Tommy tweets and is all cute and adorable and OMG I JUST WANT TO SMISH HIM AND I CAN'T TWITTER FLIRT WITH HIM AND I AM DYING GUYS. DYING. This is like, cruel and unusual punishment right here.

PS: I think now would be a good time for someone to stage an intervention or start a Tommy Lovers Anonamous group. This is getting ridiculous.

soaked to the bone....

  • Nov. 30th, 2009 at 11:46 PM
kradam



NANO! )

PS: Adam!Cardigan is just for my pleasure. It also make me feel better at failing again :) And I do not apologize for the size.
ama adam

His performance was out of this world, guys. I seriously feel like I'm high. And yeah, maybe the vocals sucked, but everything else was perfect. And if you judge Adam because of the kiss, I think differently of you. This was all Adam Lambert all the freaking way. What else did you expect? Nice dancers and kittens? Please.

take my hand, take my whole life too...

  • Nov. 21st, 2009 at 10:53 PM
kradam
Oh Elvis.

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smile tommy
The band Boys Like Girls and I have a love/hate relationship.

I got into them early last semester because I thought they might be a band that my crush would love. I got all their music and made playlists galore and every time I say my crush, I'd think of a BLG song and get ridiculously happy.

That's the love part. The hate part is that eventually, I realized that he would never love me back. So I got all sad and depressed but still loved him, and so for a while, any time I heard a BSG song, I'd think of him and get even more depressed. :/ I think I've gotten over the feeling depressed part, but any song of theirs makes me think of Buck, and I remember how in love I was with him, and how his smile always made me so happy inside, and how he would always say hi to me after class.

I got their second cd a few months ago and have been uber obsessed with this one song called "Two Is Better Than One". On the cd, Martin does a duet with Taylor Swift, and it is absolutley gorgeous. But I was skimming the interwebs today and found out that they had recently been on AOL's Music Sessions.

And Martin did his own version of "Two Is Better Than One". <3 I think it is absolutley gorgeous, guys. Martin already has a beauiful voice, but this song done acoustically just makes it even more beautiful. And I cannot stop listening. Alas, I have no idea how to rip the audio from AOL videos, so maybe someone who knew how could make me an mp3? *puppy dog eyes*

Ah. Now I'm all weepy and nostalgic.

brb dying

  • Nov. 19th, 2009 at 9:56 PM
silly jared
I am thankful that the Pilgrims didn't celebrate the first Thanksgiving by eating Great White Shark because I bet they're much harder to kill than turkeys and my mom's oven isn't very big.
- Finn Hudson

THIS IS WHY I LOVE HIM.
smile tommy
Though today has just literally been the gift that keeps on giving (Kradam pictures with bonus Katy, Kradam interview, Adam Lambert showing off his cockring on television, Kris Allen noticably checking out Adam, ect.) I am literally beat. Good thing my two and a half hour class got cancelled this afternoon.

In conclusion: Kradam is real, hair is important to women and determines if a man is sexy or not, Adam Lambert accidentally your family show, Kristopher understands all of Adam's sexual innuendos and finds them hysterical, and today is basically Kradammas.

Thank you and goodnight. Imma go collapse now.

PS: what is the function of a cock ring? Never mind, don't answer that.....
PPS: Kradam in HQ!

really, lj? ugh

  • Nov. 18th, 2009 at 11:17 PM
smile tommy
So for some odd reason my friends page is stuck on an entry I made earlier today, so I'm seeing if making a new post will help it update.

* I HAZ EIGHT MONTHS OF PAID TIME OH MY RA! *loves [info]jeyhawkand [info]munibunnyforever*
* I am done with classes tomorrow @ 9:20 am, but I have to go downtown and put my check in the bank so I can buy Jim Cantiello's birthday card and then mail it, even though it'll get to him AFTER his birthday. Oh well. I still love him.
* Glee tonight was fabulous! I cried, ngl. And next week's looks fantastic, omg. :)
* Kris Allen was on GMA yesterday. I ship Kris/cardigan. AND LOOK AT HIS LITTLE KICKY FEET, OH MY RA. KRISTOPHER NEIL ALLEN, YOU ARE ADORBS.
* The AMA's are this SUnday, and you should all watch because Mr. Adam Lambert will be performing "For Your Entertainment"!!!! I'm expecting half naked men and women and a flaming headdress for Adam. Plus Kris will be there, so yay for potential Kradam moments and picturesss!
* I now ship Kris Allen/John Mayer, btdubs. Really, Kristopher, you just had to go to his concert last night, didn't you?
* Boys boys and more boys from Chicago Con. <3 Oh, and also Misha. CAN I GET AN UNF? HOLY COW.
* Six days until Thanksgiving break yesssssss

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Nov. 18th, 2009 at 4:56 PM
flail stick kristopher
[info]jeyhawk IS AMAZING AND JUST GIFTED ME TWO MONTHS OF PAID TIME AND I JUST DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.

I OWE YOU MY FIRSTBORN, BB. OH MY GOD.

PS: Flaily!Kris is so appropriate rn.

we are the sure fire winners

  • Nov. 17th, 2009 at 11:49 AM
smile tommy
HAPPY KRIS ALLEN DAY!! (if you tuned in early enough you saw my fail and that the sparkly text was a no go. I am a sad panda.)

I DEMAND THAT YOU ALL GO BUY HIS ALBUM OFF OF ITUNES, BECAUSE IT IS GLORIOUS. OH MY GOODNESS. AND THE BONUS SONGS, From The Ashes and Send Me All Your Angels are gloriuos as well. SO GO GO GO GO GO! RUN DON'T WALK TO ITUNES IMMEDIATLEY!!!

* In other news, it is also Isacc Hanson's birthday! He's 29 today, which is weird because I remember him being 16 and awkward with the braces and the frizzy hair and the lulzy voice...yeah. But now he's all grown up and has a baby and all that good stuff. So hapy birthday Ike!

* Also, sometime during then night, Adam Lambert's album streamed on Myspace, so you should go take a listen to that as well, because it also rocks.

* We got pics of Adam's band yesterday as well (yesterday was just epic, guys, you have no idea), and damn are they fierce. Personally, I think Adam and Tommy the bass player will be an item before the year is out, but that's just my opinion :)

* Go see why Jim Cantiello is my hero. Who is Jim Cantiello, you may ask? GO KILL YOURSELF! He is only my favorite MTV Idol correspondent and the biggest Kris Allen stan in the WORLD. Plus he hosts the Tweet Beats and used to have a show called Detox, but MTV cancelled it and now the world is a sad sad place. BUT ANYWAY. I am so proud of that thing, guys, oh my goodness. And make sure to follow him on Twitter @jambajim, because it is amazing. I love him so much.

Wow. I think I just went link crazy. Oops.
flail stick kristopher
OH MY FUCKING RA.
THERE ARE STRINGED INSTRUMENTS.
AND POSSIBLY AN ACCORDIAN.

i hate it when the light goes from your eyes
and there's nothing i can say to make it better
if its true love that's keeping us alive
do we find a way to fight this war together

time falls like sand
watch it fallin
right through our hands

could we be most afraid of what will save us
break down to find out what we're really made of
if we're standing on the edge
hold on when it crashes
could we rise up from the ashes
oh

it's crazy after everything we've planned
how it feels like we are never going to get there
oh standing on the bridge watching it burn
no more yesterday tomorrow's all that matters

time falls like sand
watch it fallin
right through our hands
yeah

could we be most afraid of what will save us
break down to find out what we're really made of
if we're standing on the edge
hold on when it crashes
could we rise up from the ashes
oh

but you just said you lost your way
like you'd forgotten how to dream awake
but i know you
and i know you
don't be scared just close your eyes
we don't ever have to say goodbye
well it's alright
it's alright
oh

could we be most afraid of what will save us
break down to find out what we're really made of
if we're standing on the edge
hold on when it crashes
could we rise up from the ashes
oh
- From The Ashes, Kris Allen &hearts;

Can I just tinhat for a second and say that I think this song is to Adam? Yeah. HAPPY TWIN IS HAPPY. MY TINHAT IS BEEP BEEP BEEPING QUITE NICELY.

AND HAPPY FUCKING KRIS ALLEN DAY. EVERYONE GO BUY HIS ALBUM ON ITUNES IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.

KRIS ALLEN, YOU ARE NOW A RICKSTAR, BB. I AM SO PROUD. *SMILES AND SOBS INTO HANKIE*
MAMA ALLEN IS PROBABLY SO PROUD OF HER BB RIGHT NOW, OH MY GOODNESS.
&hearts; __________________ &hearts;

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